A Reaction To An Action...A HAPPY BIRTHDAY???

In the Following Poem Hrs Will be refered to as Years... I remember turning 7.The Party with all the friends and cousins invited. Cake,Icecream you know the Norm. Words couldnt Express but I was soooo Excited. Tho I approved of the Invitations, In due time the Celebrations became Limitating... WHEN CHILD BANTER BECOMES SLANDER!!!He said She Said,children go back and forth, To speak as tho to clear my name made these situations worse. 1st pinch,1st kick,1st Punch, feeling like I got Bowhogged in the line at lunch.#1. A trip, a stumble, something gets broken... I STAY HUMBLE...I SAY NOTHING...#2. When pushed down in my Birthday party and the whooping I got for the Grass stains in my new jeans... I SAY NOTHING...#3. For the finger Imprints in the icing of MY cake...SURE DID...I WATCHED BUT SAID NOTHING... The Arguments over MY toys that I shared Wantingly... THAT 2 ...I SAID NOTHING...#4.Who said that cussword SO Loud that the adults heard it downstairs but couldnt make out who quite said it... I SAID NOTHING...#5. Who knew we were Upstairs and all the running and Stomping on the *Power Pad* would make so Much noise??? WE KNEW BUT SAID NOTHING... #6.FINALLY out of all the Birthday Cards And Wishes I Hear A older Guest that I KNEW NOT, played NOT with or shared space say lets TEAR UP THE CARD MY AUNTIE ESPECIALLY MADE FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!* I BET THAT GETS HIM IN TROUBLE.......So She Proceeded to fold my card in half as to tear it on Perfectly *Perferated Lines* Tears it and yells OOOOH!!!!NOW THEY GOT ME IN TROUBLE... Pissed wasnt the the Word... The Perfect, THINGS UNHEARD,Unplanned Angry Tear of BEAUTIFUL PAPER, to ME seems ABSURD!!!Now what to do???#7 ...the chastising I got Wasnt because I was Wrong, But Because I Waited And Said nothing For so Long...Never a Snitch and STILL STAND THAT GROUND... EVEN WHEN IT CAME TO MY INTEGRITY BEING QUESTIONED AND UNFOUND... This party couldnt get any Ruder But I chose Not to act sooner... My Mom , Aunt , and Granny Knew that this was a bundle of acts that especially on my Birthday, I Would not and Could Not Do... And Could Not Ne truer...Tho I still chose Not to SAY NE thing ... taking the fall as the bad Guy Like LEX LUTHER!!!All this to say when Holding back and Not standing up for what You Believe in INITIALLY , IT MAKES IT EASY 4 THOSE WHO ARE TRULY THE GUILTY ONES EASY TO TURN IT AND U BE THE ONE LOOKED AT AS GUILTY!!!!!!! So at the end Of the day All these kids U invited to Ur party who You thought was 100, knew the Truth but sat back and watched YOU GET YOUR ASS WHOOPED WITH THE SOUND OF *CLUTTER THUNDER* ITS NO WONDER, BUT AS SHE GAZES INTO THE EYES OF THE ONE SHE GAVE LIFE 2...TRUST SHE ALWAYS KNEW THE TRUTH BECAUSE SHES YOUR ***MOTHER*** AND NIGHTLY THE ONE SHE GIVES KISSES 2...ITS NOT THE ACTION BUT YOUR REACTION TO ACTIONS!!!!!!! :)))))))HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

" INTERPRETATION"

DAMN WHAT THE HELL DID THE DOG GET HIT WITH TO MAKE EM HOLLER??? OWWWWWWWW LIKE TEENWOLF OR MAYBE BEOWULF ,ARE YOU MAD CAUSE IMA SCHOLAR.....WITH THESE WORDSSSS I GIVE TO YOU FOR *FREE* WITH THE COST NOT EVEN BEING 1 MEASELY DOLLAR!!! INTELLECT ON A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL.... BUT STILL ONE CHOOSES TO DIG OUT WHAT THEY VIEW AS BAD ABOUT THEMSELVES WITH A SHOVEL!!! APPRECIATING REAL WORDS IS JUST SO HARD TO DO,WHEN SOMEONES TOO CAUGHT UP ON THE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU YOU!!!WHAT WHAT WHAT ON A PEDISTAL OR A THRONE,THE NEGATIVES FIRST INSTINCT IS TO TWIST ONES WORDS AND MAKE THEM WRONG. ITS ALL EMOTION EMOTION EMOTION CANT YOU SEE!!!WHEN I WISH THOSE EYES HE GAVE YOU ,YOU WOULD TAKE OFF ME... SNIDE ARE THE REMARKS OF THOSE SMALL MINDED,AND THOUGH THE THINGS SAID AND DONE CANNOT BE REWINDED... I FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE ANY BEING CAN BE SOOOOO CAUGHT UP IN THEMSELVES,,,, SO I STAND MY ASS ON THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN WITH A BRASS BULLHORN .............. ITS NOT ABOUT YOUUUUUU IS WHAT I YELL !!!!!!! WE HAVE THE POWER AS INTELLIGENT BEINGS YESSSS TO TEACH NATIONSSSSS...BUT SOMEHOW NO MATTER WHAT THE INTENTIONS ARE... ITS ALWAYS LEFT UP TO "ONES OWN INTERPRETATION"!!!!!!!

*** FREEDOM***

I ROAR LIKE A BEASTTTTTT WONDERING WHEN IT'LL ALL CEASE,CAUSE ALL I REALLY WANT IS PEACE.THE PRESENT TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES AND BEING BOUND TO A FIGURE MAKES ME WANNA SNAP CAUSE IM NO LONGER THAT NIGGA!!! IF YOU THINK WITHOUT A FIGHT IM GOING TO SIT BACK AND CONSTANTLY TAKE YOUR SHIT...WELL SMELL ME IF YOU WANNA BUT THE MUSTTTT IS COMING FROM YOUR ARM PITS!!!ALL UP IN MY MOTHERFUCKING SPACE DAMN CAN I SHIT ALONE WITHOUT THE *GIGGEDY* TELLING ME HOW IT SMELLS?YEAH I FELL A FEW YEARS BACK BUT I STOOD MY ASS RIGHT BACK UP AND SAID... FUCK THIS I WONT BE A STATISTIC OF WHAT IT SAYS ON YOUR BRAIL AND WHY SHOULD I FUCKING BE SCARED WHEN THE EARTH WE LIVE ON IS ACTUAL HELL!I DONT NEED GOOGLE FOR THE WORDS I SPEAK OR FOR UNDERSTANDING. THE SHIT IS IN MY HEAD AND IM DEMANDING MY RESPECT AND SINCE IT AINT GIVEN IM TAKING!!!PUSH ME AND PUSH ME AND PUSH ME NO IM NOT ON THE PLANK AND UR NOT A MOTHERFUCKING PIRATE. UR NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR MY NAVIGATION CAUSE THE CREATOR WEARS THE BADGE THAT SAYS PILOT. BLAST ME BLAST ME BLAST MEEEEEE IF U MUST ALL UP IN MY CYBER SPACE MAN THIS SHIT AINT JUST.AFTER I READ A BIBLE VERSE YOU MAKE ME CUSS. TO THE WINDOW TO THE WALL EVEN THROUGH THE HALLS AND THERE YOU GO, LIKE A PERMANENT ITCH ON MY BALLS... SCRATCHHHHHHH NAW FUCK NAWWW I DONT WANT SCARS FROM THESE POX, AND IF GOD FORGIVES, WHO IS ANYONEEEE TO REWIND AND REWIND UNTRUE FILM AND EVEN INVADE THE SPACE THAT I LIVE??? WHERES MY PEACEEEEEEEE WHEN I KNOW SLAVERY SUPPOSEDLY ENDED 100 YEARS AGO AND THE ONE THAT WAS BLAMED,ITS NOW REVERSED SO DONT TELL ME ABOUT ME POINT YOUR FINGER AT ME WHEN THE SHIT YOU DO IS FAR WORSE! ITS MY REFLEXES,DEFENSE MECHANISMS I USE AS A SHIELD TO TAKE AND REFLECT ALL YOUR NEGATIVE ENERGY,YEAH AND IF I HAVE TO PITCH THAT TENT,SIT ON A STOOP IN THE RAIN LIKE YOU WISH... KNOW THAT AT ANY TIME THE PARALLEL CAN SHIFT!!! I KNOW THAT THERES A DAY FOR THE DOG.I SEE CLEARLY WITHOUT MY GLASSES,EVEN X-RAY VISION FOR THE FOG!!! FREEDOM FREEDOM FREEDOM IS WHAT HE DIED FOR... NOW WE IMPRISON OUR OWN FOR A FEELING OF MORE WHAT??? (POWER)!!!I WILL HAVE PEACE PEACE PEACE BECAUSE I WAS BORN *FREE* AND IN THE UPCOMING HOUR.I'LL JUST KEEP GRINDING AND GRINDING AND GRINDING AND LET YOUUUUUUU SIP ON THAT SHIT THAT GOT YOU SOUR!!!YOU SIT IN ON PREJUDICE DUMBASSES ,AND I SAY THAT WITH THE UPMOST RESPECT,AND I GUARANTEE WHEN THE THRESH HOLE IS CROSSED, YOU TOO ARE JUST AS WELL DISECTED!!! IM LOOKING IM LOOKING IM LOOKING AND BOOKED A FLIGHT FOR THE KINGDOM !!! BUT NOOOOO FUCK THAT, I TOLD THE PILOT TURN THIS PLANE AROUND CAUSE MY FIRST STOP IS ***FREEDOM***

FBI Agent Explains How To Spot Liars

The Human Lie Detector

"FYI"

IVE BEEN POSTING BLOGS FOR ABOUT 3 YEARS NOW IN REGARDS TO THESE SITUATIONS... SOOO DESPITE WHAT FUCKERS SAY THIS SHIT IS NOT SOME NEW ,PUBLICITY STUNT, THIS IS MY LIFE AND I HAVE TO TAKE CONTROL OF THIS SITUATION!!! PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW IN THEE FUCK... BY:VEL ...

WHAT EXACTLY IS CONSIDERED NEWS THESE DAYS??? WHAT IS CONSIDERED DEFAMATION??? WHAT EXACTLY ARE OUR RIGHTS AS UNITED STATES CITIZENS??? I GOTTA KNOW!!!! AS A YOUNG BLACK MAN BORN AND RAISED ON THE EAST SIDE OF CHICAGO I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS IN STORE FOR IN THIS CITY OF ATLANTA GA... DON'T GET ME WRONG I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE CITY/STATE BUT I COULD DO WITHOUT THE PEOPLE HERE WHO MAKE IT THEIR DAILY LIFE'S GOAL 2 FUCK WITH INNOCENT PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE SO YOU SAY YOU CAN AND NOBODY CAN STOP YOU... SERIOUSLY??? HERE WE GO... 1.WHY IS MY LIFE AND PERSONAL BUSINESS NOW YOURS??? 2.HOW IN THEE FUCK CAN U TALK OUTSIDE OF MY HOME??? UNLESS YOU'RE WATCHING??? HOW IN THEE FUCK DO Y'ALL KNOW WHAT SITES IM BROWSING ON MY FUCKING COMPUTER THAT I PAID FOR??? HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW WHAT SITES IM BROWSING ON MY FUCKING PHONE??? HOW DO YOU KNOW WHATS IN MY HOME??? WHY ARE YOU CONCERNED ABOUT WHO I DATE??? WHAT FUCKING BUSINESS IS IT FOR A "RADIO PERSONALITY??? PAPARAZZI IS ONE THING BUT BITCHES HELLO... IM NOT WORLD KNOWN... YET!!! WHAT EXACTLY SHOULD A RADIO PERSONALITY BE ABLE TO SAY OR DO AND GET AWAY WITH??? I MEAN ISNT THERE SOME KIND OF "ADDENDUM" OR SOMETHING IN THE "CONSTITUTION OR AMMENDMENTS" THAT GIVE ME A RIGHT OF FUCKING PRIVACY??? WTF "BARACK" "KASEEM" IS THIS WHATS ACCCEPTABLE FOR A YOUNG BLACK MAN TRYING TO MAKE IT SHOULD ENDURE??? SHIT SHOULD I BE HUSTLING/SLANGING AGAIN??? I LEFT CHICAGO TO GET AWAY FROM SJIT LIKE THAT AND MOVE TO THIS MOTHERFUCKER AS HARD AS IT IS TO MAKE IT AND HAVE A GROUP OF MOTHERFUCKERS "RADIO PERSONALITIES" DO EVERYTHING IN THEIR POWER TO STAND IN THE WAY OF MY SUCCESS!!! AND NO IM NOT HAVING A PITTY PARTY!!! THIS SHIT IS REAL AND I WANNA KNOW MY FUCKING RIGHTS... IF I WAS KANYE, JAY,BEY,BUSTA,GAGA,AKON OR EVEN SUMMA THE NOT SO "POPULAR ARTIST" IT WOULD BE DIFFERENT... BUT I HAVENT EVEN REACHED MY FULL POTENTIAL YET... PARTLY BECAUSE THEY "TAUNT" "LIE" AND SPREAD RUMORS TO DISCOURAGE YOU AND OTHERS FROM WORKING WITH YOU...ONE INPARTICULAR IM SURE HAS HIS "PR" FILTER GOOGLE SHIT SO HE SEEMS TO BE THIS "STAND UP COMMUNITY FIGURE" NIGGA AND I SAY NIGGA CUZ THATS EXACTLY WHAT HE ACTS LIKE !!! A DUMB ,IGNORANT ASS INDIVISUAL WHO I FEEL DOE'S NOT DESERVE TO SPEW HIS RANTS . AND PURE EVIL , LYING AND BACKSTABBING HE DOES ON AIR!!! Y'ALL ARE SO BLIND!!! OH AND HE'S NOT ALONE... HIS CONSTITUATES AND SIDEKICKS HAVE JOINED THE CLUB!!! TELL ME THIS ... IF YO ASS GOT HIRED TO DO TRAFFIC,WHY ARE YOU SITTING UP BEING MESSY WITH THESE IGNORANT PEOPLE??? BECAUSE YOU'RE A DISRESPECTFUL HUMAN BEING AS WELL WITH ABSOLUTELY NO INTEGRITY, OR RESPECT FOR OTHERS... STARTING WITH YOURSELF!!! I HAVE A FEW THINGS IM GONNA POST THAT SLIPPED AWAY FROM YOUR EYES "CONVENIENTLY" OR NOT " I'LL BE BACK AFTER THESE WORDS HAVE BEEN "DIGESTED" TAKE IT HOW YOU WANNA ...ITS REAL... STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY JOB, MY LIFE, MY HOME, MY BROWSER, MY PHONE CALLS, MY TEXTS!!! AND MY RELATIONSHIP/S YOU NOSY MISERABLE,IGNORANT, INDIGNANT , DISRESPECTFUL MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!! THIS SHIT HAS GOT TO STOPPPPPPP!!!!!!!