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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

A Reaction To An Action...A HAPPY BIRTHDAY???

In the Following Poem Hrs Will be refered to as Years... I remember turning 7.The Party with all the friends and cousins invited. Cake,Icecream you know the Norm. Words couldnt Express but I was soooo Excited. Tho I approved of the Invitations, In due time the Celebrations became Limitating... WHEN CHILD BANTER BECOMES SLANDER!!!He said She Said,children go back and forth, To speak as tho to clear my name made these situations worse. 1st pinch,1st kick,1st Punch, feeling like I got Bowhogged in the line at lunch.#1. A trip, a stumble, something gets broken... I STAY HUMBLE...I SAY NOTHING...#2. When pushed down in my Birthday party and the whooping I got for the Grass stains in my new jeans... I SAY NOTHING...#3. For the finger Imprints in the icing of MY cake...SURE DID...I WATCHED BUT SAID NOTHING... The Arguments over MY toys that I shared Wantingly... THAT 2 ...I SAID NOTHING...#4.Who said that cussword SO Loud that the adults heard it downstairs but couldnt make out who quite said it... I SAID NOTHING...#5. Who knew we were Upstairs and all the running and Stomping on the *Power Pad* would make so Much noise??? WE KNEW BUT SAID NOTHING... #6.FINALLY out of all the Birthday Cards And Wishes I Hear A older Guest that I KNEW NOT, played NOT with or shared space say lets TEAR UP THE CARD MY AUNTIE ESPECIALLY MADE FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!* I BET THAT GETS HIM IN TROUBLE.......So She Proceeded to fold my card in half as to tear it on Perfectly *Perferated Lines* Tears it and yells OOOOH!!!!NOW THEY GOT ME IN TROUBLE... Pissed wasnt the the Word... The Perfect, THINGS UNHEARD,Unplanned Angry Tear of BEAUTIFUL PAPER, to ME seems ABSURD!!!Now what to do???#7 ...the chastising I got Wasnt because I was Wrong, But Because I Waited And Said nothing For so Long...Never a Snitch and STILL STAND THAT GROUND... EVEN WHEN IT CAME TO MY INTEGRITY BEING QUESTIONED AND UNFOUND... This party couldnt get any Ruder But I chose Not to act sooner... My Mom , Aunt , and Granny Knew that this was a bundle of acts that especially on my Birthday, I Would not and Could Not Do... And Could Not Ne truer...Tho I still chose Not to SAY NE thing ... taking the fall as the bad Guy Like LEX LUTHER!!!All this to say when Holding back and Not standing up for what You Believe in INITIALLY , IT MAKES IT EASY 4 THOSE WHO ARE TRULY THE GUILTY ONES EASY TO TURN IT AND U BE THE ONE LOOKED AT AS GUILTY!!!!!!! So at the end Of the day All these kids U invited to Ur party who You thought was 100, knew the Truth but sat back and watched YOU GET YOUR ASS WHOOPED WITH THE SOUND OF *CLUTTER THUNDER* ITS NO WONDER, BUT AS SHE GAZES INTO THE EYES OF THE ONE SHE GAVE LIFE 2...TRUST SHE ALWAYS KNEW THE TRUTH BECAUSE SHES YOUR ***MOTHER*** AND NIGHTLY THE ONE SHE GIVES KISSES 2...ITS NOT THE ACTION BUT YOUR REACTION TO ACTIONS!!!!!!! :)))))))HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!